Had a belated birthday celebration last sunday dgn muka2 sama celebrate dorg punya birthday tapi aku yg happy lebih pastuh dpt tau kwn jauh sabtu time asar ni jejak Msia, happy lagi padabhal belum tentu jumpa. Aku bukan yg jenis sng nak get along dgn org tapi it must be something psl dorg yg aku selesa nak keep contact. Mcm dgn kwn2 laki aku yg even asyik dgn muka sama je lepak tapi we do enjoy our conversations.
Aku suka having conversation yg byk cerita about our dreams, target hidup, apa nak buat next plan lepas next plan. Tak perlekehkan each other and masing2 tak kerek. Aku tau beza mana laki yg treat aku mcm kwn, mana yg treat aku lebih dari kwn.
Surely ramai fikir aku berkawan dgn lelaki sbb nak get attention but they never know, aku suka kwn dgn dorg yg skrg ni, mcm azri amin olie mubin jiji zaf paruq sbb dlm setiap conversation kteorg they do kasi aku semangat every time aku give up.
This few months aku rasa mcm lost sgt sgt, dorg byk support aku. They're one of the reasons aku still percaya lelaki baik tuh still wujud. Lepas ni sorg2 further study, and ada life masing2. Tipu kalau aku tak sedih and i should make doa for them.
All the best utk korg, azri amin mubin yg nak further sampai dpt title ar, zaf jiji olie yg nak succeed tlg family and kumpul duit kawin, paruq yg will be one of aerospace institute team members. Me, living my life with my dreams and life target yg aku akan kasi tau korg bila betul2 dah dpt. Kahkah.
